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Hoda Kotb reveals the heartbreaking reason why she really left ‘Today’

Family comes first.

Hoda Kotb revealed that she left “Today” earlier this year because her 6-year-old daughter Hope has Type 1 diabetes.

“As anyone with a child who has Type 1 (knows), especially a little kid, you’re constantly watching, you’re constantly monitoring, you’re constantly checking, which is what I did all the time when I was at ‘Today.’ You’re distracted,” Kotb, 60, said on Wednesday as she returned to the NBC morning show as a guest.

Hoda Kotb and Jenna Bush Hager on "Today" in January 2024
Hoda Kotb and Jenna Bush Hager on “Today” in January 2024. Nathan Congleton/NBC

“You just get a priority check in your life,” Hoda told her former co-anchors Savannah Guthrie and Craig Melvin.

“I can be here and sweating what’s happening to Hope in the morning and in the night, or I can be there and feel relief that I can see,” she added.

Hoda Kotb with her daughters Hope and Haley.
Hoda Kotb with her daughters Hope and Haley. Instagram/@hodakotb
Hoda Kotb with her two daughters on a beach
Hoda Kotb with her two daughters. Instagram/hodakotb

Kotb stepped away from “Today” in January after seven years as a co-anchor and almost 30 years at NBC News.

The famous journalist, who adopted daughters Hope and Haley, 7, also gave an update on Hope’s health.

“Hope is fine for most of the day. There are just moments where you have to watch her,” Hoda added.

“I was totaling it up — five minutes at breakfast, five minutes at lunch, five minutes at dinner, sometimes overnight. Add that up, that’s a half hour. So for 23 and a half hours, she’s every other kid. So I try to remember that.”

Hoda Kotb returns to "Today" as a guest on May 28, 2025.
Hoda Kotb returns to “Today” as a guest on May 28, 2025. NBC
Jenna Bush Hager and Hoda Kotb on Jan. 10, 2025.
Jenna Bush Hager and Hoda Kotb on Jan. 10, 2025. Nathan Congleton/NBC via Getty Images
Savannah Guthrie and Hoda Kotb on "Today" in January 2018
Savannah Guthrie and Hoda Kotb on “Today” in January 2018. NBCU Photo Bank/NBCUniversal via Getty Images

Type 1 diabetes is a chronic condition where the pancreas makes little or no insulin, according to the Mayo Clinic. There is no cure.

In an interview with People published Wednesday, Kotb said how she couldn’t be fully available for Hope’s needs while she was busy with her “Today” schedule that included waking up every day at 3:15 a.m.

Hoda Kotb with her daughters
Hoda Kotb with her daughters. Hoda Kotb/Instagram

“I really wanted to and needed to be here to watch over her. So, whenever she needs anything, and it can happen at night, multiple times, I’m up — I’m up up up,” Kotb noted. “But I would never, ever want Hope to one day grow up and say, ‘Oh, my mom left her job because [of me].’ It wasn’t that alone. But if you look at it cumulatively, it was a part of that decision.” 

Kotb also called Hope a “trooper” and said her youngest daughter is under “constant care” and being monitored 24/7.

Hoda Kotb adopted both of her daughters
Hoda Kotb adopted both of her girls. Instagram/hodakotb

“She was getting shots — four or five a day — every day for a year. Now she is getting them less frequently because we have some other means to get her what she needs, but there’s a lot to it,” Kotb added.

“Some kids can have sweets and she can’t. If she’s up in the night, we have to take care of her at night,” Kotb said.

Despite Hope’s diagnosis, Kotb said she’s “a happy, healthy, rambunctious, amazing kid, and we have to watch her. Diabetes is a part of her, but not all of her. I hope it shapes her but never defines her.”

Kotb previously took a 1-month leave of absence from “Today” in early 2023 as Hope was hospitalized and in the ICU.

Hoda Kotb takes a selfie with her daughters with a Christmas tree behind them
Hoda Kotb takes a selfie with her daughters. hodakotb/Instagram

During her return to “Today,” Kotb also shut down the rumors that she’s taking over Kelly Clarkson’s NBC talk show.

“Delete. Delete. That’s not true,” she told Guthrie, 53, and Melvin, 46, on Wednesday.

Hoda Kotb hugs Jenna Bush Hager on her final episode of "Today" on Jan. 10, 2025.
Hoda Kotb hugs Jenna Bush Hager on her final episode of “Today” on Jan. 10, 2025. Nathan Congleton/NBC via Getty Images

“I want to ask you all a real question,” she added. “Do you think that if I ever came back to TV … do you know the only place I would ever come back is? Right here, this is the spot. There’s no place like home.”

Kotb confirmed that she’ll be on “The Kelly Clarkson Show” next week — but just “for fun.”